Fear and Self-Loathing in Sacramento

It was a dark and stormy night in late December in a small cow town with big-city dreams called Sacramento that brought Michelle Marie Me into this world. The doctor was leaving for a golf/Christmas holiday in Florida and I wasn’t quite ready to join the world just yet, so he induced labor and I […]

All I Know So Far/P!nk

I’m not sure if I have told you before how much I love and admire P!nk/Pink aka Alecia Moore, but it borders on over the top. She is strong, physically and emotionally, fierce in her love, righteous in her mission to BRING IT, whatever IT happens to be. Whether she’s performing, being in the public […]

Mother’s Day 2021

It’s a long one…. Happy Mother’s Day to everyone who in any way has been a Mother. Special love going out to the Mothers who have lost children or are trying desperately to become a Mother. I’m sending you tons of love and support, compassion and prayer, as I know this day isn’t always a […]

Dying

I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come […]

Creativity, Mania and Meds

“Creativity is a drug I cannot live without.”― Cecil B. DeMille For the longest time, I fought tooth and nail against taking any kind of psychiatric drugs (not to be confused with psychedelic drugs) for many reasons, but mostly because they required me to get clean and sober in order to be effective. I also […]